Computors and loneliness

I was duped into the whole computor age.Get a computor,open up your world and your mind to friends,fun,even fantasies.Which, I learned really quickly, you dont want to mess around to much with the last one.After many years I finally decided to join the computor age.What I have learned in the few short months I've had this stupid thing is,I HAVE NO LIFE!!.A computor disconects one from the world, one becomes a email addict,and there is so much information out there on everything,you become frozen in the knowledge realm and stop looking things up.All the friends who said they would always answer my emails, have lied.I become an addict,checking every half hour to see who thinks of me or who wants to talk.The thing is they have had there computors for years and are now bored emailing back and forth.So I was duped.The emails have dries up and I sit here in a techknowlogical desert,waiting for a small hand out of typed words that never come.So I say fuck em,and I shut my computor down.But it calls to me, like a sirens song,beconing me to check, just a quick peek,whats the harm.And I tell myself no,no,no,and then I do it anyway.So once apon a time,before the computor,I felt pretty good about myself.Now,its a sobering feeling to be email snubbed and ignored.It makes me feel needy, alone and that I dont have a LIFE.And it screams it blaringly loud,with every email I send out and with every email, I dont get back...So, I was duped....................

Lost in paradise

I was so duped about how wonderful life was supposed to be.I was breast fed on fairy tales,and how prince charming was coming to rescue me from all the evils of the world.To say I am bitter is an understatement.There is no happily ever after,no white horse,and it takes a lot of dam work to get a prince charming.Who, once he his the perfect guy,that you've created,ends up running off with the evil witch in the fairy tale anyway.So thats the beginning of my tale.I man do I have a tale to tell.